Both my babies? not that anyone could choose,i would rather be dead than my babies forfeit their lives without anyone asking them their opinions.i told the detective, its too bad i didnt look up at the bar t.v. and saw where my children were being held, cuz when i woulda got there too texas they coulda gave me a vest and i woulda walked into where shell was holding my children and i know she woulda picked up that gun too shoot me! then they coulda got my kids out safely.